Australian Kelpie, age 19

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Blue, Australian Kelpie, Age 19 | By Isa Leshko. Used by permission of the artist.

Isa Leshko’s “Elderly Animals” | By Kellam Ayres

Kellam Ayres

Art that values quietness—that embraces understatement and restraint—has always intrigued me. I think of moments in the poems of Jane Hirshfield and Linda Gregg; Walker Evans’s portraits in rural Alabama; the paintings of Edward Hopper. I picture Hopper’s women sitting alone in rooms, or the faces of tenement farmers in Evans’s photos, and appreciate the way a work of art can mesmerize with subtlety and quiet gestures. Similarly, photographer Isa Leshko’s project, “Elderly Animals,” captivates me with its straightforward portraiture; it’s the embodiment of what I admire in an artist’s work.

The animals in these portraits have lived a very long time, sometimes under trying circumstances. The images are simple and clear. But they are not devoid of complexity; in viewing these photos I’m confronted with some of the richest themes and most difficult questions one can face as a human and an artist. Mortality weighs on us. It’s difficult to get old; awful to see loved ones suffer and die. Considering these themes, Leshko’s project could have easily veered into sentimentality, but doesn’t. How does an artist explore these issues without pulling the heart strings in an obvious and unoriginal way? And even worse than sentimentality is the potential for exploitation. How do we decide what’s appropriate to document in our photos and poems, and how do we honor our subjects? When should we leave well enough alone? Leshko’s photos urge me to consider the relationship between an artist and her subject. Is it collaborative? Has an emotional or moral agreement been made? Or is the situation one in which an outsider looks in on the “other”? And how can we answer any of these questions definitively?

In Leshko’s artist statement, she explains that “Elderly Animals” was born from a conscious decision not to photograph her own mother who was ill with Alzheimer’s disease. Instead, she turned her lens to a subject that still speaks movingly to the indignity of our minds and bodies falling apart; the harm enacted on those we care for. Just as Marianne Moore’s poem “The Fish” isn’t really about fish, one could say that Leshko’s portraits are as much about mortality and resilience as they are about animals. Still, the audience is first engaged by the faces of these creatures—their clear, quiet gaze. We look directly into their eyes. We study the sheep with its patchy coat. The threadbare wing of the rooster, reminiscent of that gorgeous line in Robinson Jeffers’s poem “Hurt Hawks”—“the wing trails like a banner in defeat.” Despite the effects of time and harm, these portraits, amazingly, show animals at ease. Some appear curious; others rest in piles of hay. I admire, and am inspired by, Leshko’s ability to document the decline of vitality, while still treating her subjects with grace and dignity.

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Kellam Ayres’s poems have appeared in NER and The Collagist, and are forthcoming in The Cortland Review. She is a graduate of the Warren Wilson MFA Program for Writers and the Bread Loaf School of English, and works for the Middlebury College Library. Isa Leshko’s work will be on exhibit May-June at the Houston Center for Photography, in Houston, Texas, and at the Silver Eye Center for Photography, in Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania. NER Digital is an original writing series for the web.

More precious than castles

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At Electric Literature, artists animate short stories with multimedia displays. Above, Alice Cohen remixes “Baba Iaga and the Pelican Child” by Joy Williams:

 But instead of a broom, she carried the lamp that illuminated the things people did not know or were reluctant or refused to understand. And she would lower the lamp over a person and they would see how extraordinary were the birds and beasts of the world, and that they should be valued for their bright and beautiful and mysterious selves and not willfully harmed, for they were more precious than castles or the golden rocks dug out from the earth.

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Only openness

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A. J. Sherman (NER 25.4) sums up a collection of Isaiah Berlin’s early letters:

Berlin remained consistently concerned with the dignity of individual human beings, with their perforce difficult and even tragic choices among values that inevitably and often hopelessly clashed. He rejected absolutes, distrusting “all claims to the possession of incorrigible knowledge about issues of fact or principle in any sphere of human behavior,” as Hardy has observed. Denying the Enlightenment view that there could eventually be a convergence, a synthesis of all human aspirations and values, Berlin instead maintained that values and ideals will always conflict, and that however we may be convinced of the rightness of our ultimate choice, we have no authority to insist that it govern the lives of others as well. Berlin was fond of quoting Kant’s “out of the crooked timber of humanity no straight thing was ever made,” but insisted that his pluralist view of human possibility was not to be confused with relativism. The Kant quotation gave its title to another selection of Berlin’s essays, edited by Henry Hardy: The Crooked Timber of Humanity: Chapters in the History of Ideas (1990). Berlin abhorred the notion, cherished inter alia by missionaries, terrorists, and ideologues of all persuasions, that “organized happiness” is a desirable aim and that coercive sacrifices in the name of some Utopia are justifiable in pursuit of the ideal. Although he was capable of understanding those whose views he found objectionable, he felt closest to such personal heroes as Herzen, Turgenev, Tolstoy, and in the twentieth century above all Akhmatova. Throughout Isaiah Berlin’s writing the tone is free, animated, never pedantic or insistent, asking of the reader only openness, a degree of worldly curiosity; the arguments persuade by charm as well as by logic.

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It hurt to listen

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Yellow Sweatered Woman | By Tara Goedjen

Tara Goedjen

Yellow sweatered woman, I saw you before you started crying. You were walking up the street, toward town. I was on my way back from the trails along the cliff, from looking at the three sandstone sisters. You held the leash of a wrinkle-faced dog, and you had brown shoes and crooked legs and gray hair that met your shoulders. You were small and slightly hunched and your dog seemed to know that you couldn’t walk fast, although sometimes he would pull, ever so gently, on his ropey leash, his white paws speeding up into a trot. He saw me and halted protectively in front of you. Your yellow sweater, gray woolen skirt.

When I said hello, the dog ambled over and put his pink nose on my ankle.

Don’t sniff, you said in a Spanish accent. Maybe Chilean. Don’t you go sniffing. You scolded him lovingly. 

But look at his face, he’s cute, I said.

She, you corrected. Cute, you said, as if amused. She wants to go for a walk, so we going to go for a walk. You know where I live? You pointed down the road. I left the house and this one started crying, you said. She wants to go for a walk, you repeated.

It’s a beautiful day, I said.

The sky was hard blue and warm. Your sweater was the color of sunshine on water.

Are you from here? you asked.

No, just traveling through.

I used to go all over the world, you said.

You shook your head, your face was close to mine. Your skin the winter skin of a face meant to be tanned.

I been here eight year. But sometime I want to move. Every winter. I get bored.

And you’re still here, I laughed.

Your yellow sweatered shoulders moved. My husband, he’s sick, you said. Dementia. He don’t want to go anywhere. He’s sitting on the porch now. On the veranda. The dog know it. The dog sometimes sit with him. She know something wrong. He used to take her for walks, now he can’t. Your face wrinkled, trying not to cry.

It hurt to listen. To watch. Do you have any kids?

Yes, a son down the road, a daughter in Sydney. My son, he pick up the groceries once a week. My daughter, she want to pay for a nurse. But I don’t want a stranger living in my house. I can take care of him. Your hand at your throat.

But maybe you could try it.

You looked at me, your eyes squinting in the bright day. He doesn’t even want to bathe. You were crying. Tiny breaths. I don’t know what to do, I’m inside all the time. I can’t go anywhere, he sick. The dog know it, you said again. Dogs know when someone sick. I have to take care of him.

Your dog waited, looking away from us, toward town.

Try, I said, you could try it. I imagined a nurse for you, I imagined you smiling again. But, maybe not.

I don’t know. Your eyes were wet. You tell me, I don’t know. My friends say: you need nurse for him. But I don’t know. I can still take care of him. My children help. He’s a good man, you said. All day he sits. You looked down, at the dog. She wants a walk.

I wanted to touch you, give you something. Anything.

Thanks, you said, but you weren’t looking at me, you were looking at the road.

I remember yelling out blessings! at the back of your yellow sweater. I turned away from you and your pale legs—your slow walk toward the cliff. I looked at the porches as I passed them on the street. All of them leading to houses, old and quaint. Gardens and flower pots in the yards. Bushes along the fences. Mowed lawns. The verandas were empty, all of them. There were two cats, black and gray, on a footpath, a young boy playing cricket. No one else. Every house had a porch with chairs, large and wicker, or wooden with pillows. All of them empty. The pillows on the chairs were indented, sunken, as if someone had been sitting there, and just gotten up and left.

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Tara Goedjen’s fiction has appeared in journals such as AGNI, BOMB, Denver Quarterly, and NER (“The Orphans of Holy Week,” #31.4), and most recently in Fairy Tale Review and Meanjin. She is a PhD candidate at the University of Wollongong in Australia, where she is at work on a novel about ghosts. NER Digital is an original writing project for the web.

A movie more like a book

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In his 2007 essay “New Media and Old Storytelling,” David Bordwell suggested that

The DVD made a movie more like a book.

This sounds odd, because we think of digital media as replacing print. Yet consider the similarities. You can read a book any way you please, skimming or skipping, forward or backward. You can read the chapters, or even the sentences, in any order you choose. You can dwell on a particular page, paragraph, or phrase for as long as you like. You can go back and reread passages you’ve read before, and you can jump ahead to the ending. You can put the book down at a particular point and return to it an hour or a year later; the bookmark is the ultimate pause command.

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A small force

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Eisenhower & Bradley with a member of the French Resistance in Normandy

Eric Breitbart on Jean-Pierre Melville from NER 28.1:

With the release of L’armée des ombres (Army of Shadows, 1969) in a beautifully restored print, and the availability of many of his earlier films on DVD, audiences can appreciate the full range of Jean-Pierre Melville’s artistry.

Adapted from Joseph Kessel’s novel of the same name, Army of Shadows recounts the tragic story of five members of a Resistance network in occupied France. In the war’s early years, the French underground was a small force—Melville estimated their number at no more than six hundred—and their activities as depicted in the film consist primarily of eluding the Gestapo while saving British and Canadian pilots who have been shot down over France, and building the Resistance network by bringing in supplies from England. Though the film’s characters are fully realized individuals living in a particular historical period, Army of Shadows gradually evolves into a universal epic drama of loyalty, courage, and fate. The conventions of World War II prisoner films like The Great Escape or Bridge on the River Kwai, and the accepted mythology of the Resistance portrayed in La bataille du rail (Battle of the Rails) and Le père tranquille (The Quiet Father) are both ignored. Trains are not blown up and there are no dramatic confrontations or cliff-hanging sequences. German soldiers and the Gestapo are omnipresent in Army of Shadows but never as individual incarnations of Evil; there are no jack-booted SS officers for us to hate. And while we do see the bloody, mangled faces of men who have been tortured, the torture itself is never shown; and what is more unusual and disturbing, the acts of violence are those of the Resistance killing their own.

Though shot in color by the renowned cinematographer Pierre Lhomme, the film’s restrained palette and somber mood make it feel much more like black-and-white. The film’s first shot, a tour-de-force recreation of the famous World War II newsreel of German troops marching along the Champs-Elysées, comes as a shock. It looks like the newsreel until the soldiers come marching toward the camera and you realize that the scene is in color, not black and white, and that it’s shot from a position you’ve never seen before. When bright colors are used, as in a London nightclub sequence during the Blitz, the effect is almost expressionistic.

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Concord Free Press’s Experiment in Generosity-Based Publishing

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Castle Freeman, Jr.’s new collection of short stories, Round Mountain has just been published by Concord Free Press, a new publisher dedicated to “generosity-based publishing.” Instead of paying for the book, its temporary holder is encouraged to donate to a number of different Hurricane Irene relief organizations (whose information is provided in its back pages). The book is designed to be passed onto a friend after it has been read, with each reader signing their name in a space provided. In other words, Round Mountain is a good excuse to create your own community of readers while also supporting the Vermont communities affected by Hurricane Irene.

Freeman’s twelve stories in Round Mountain include “Driving Around,” a piece that was first published in NER 26.4.

For more information, visit www.concordfreepress.com/roundmountain.

“Freeman’s beautifully cadenced dialogue is rich with humor, philosophic depth and a near-mythic sensibility.” – Publisher’s Weekly

Trust and commitment

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On Wallace Hamilton’s Coming Out | By James Magruder

“But Michael, as Roger learned that afternoon, was a very different partner—a roistering boy-man who had been loved by men and taught by men. Gentleness was not for him. Reassurances he did not need. When Roger held him, he’d say, “Harder!” When Roger paused, he’d ask, “What’s the matter?” When Roger would fall back, he’d be over him like a horde of Goths.”

In the spring of 1977, on the spinning rack at the Walgreen’s across the street from our subdivision was a new paperback called Coming Out. On its cover was a young man framed in a doorway, arms crossed, legs akimbo, wearing powder-blue bellbottoms and a frank expression. “The most open and honest revelation of what it means to be gay in American today” read the jacket line on the back. I raced home, feeling very zero at the bone, then sent my little sister back to the drugstore with two dollars and fifty cents, enough for Coming Out, plus tax and tip. Margarette thought nothing of the errand, used as she was to buying Broadway cast albums for me at Sears and Wax Trax.

I was a junior in high school and all I knew of the subject, besides my own furtive feelings, came from the hateful (but arousing) Chapter 6 in Dr. Reuben’s Everything You Ever Wanted to Know About Sex* (But Were Afraid to Ask) and Mart Crowley’s sad, saturnine play The Boys in the Band. Wallace Hamilton’s Coming Out turned out to be a far more seditious read. It was a love story. Architect Roger Thornton, a recently divorced, womanizing father of two, uncovers his most authentic self when he invites Michael, a 22-year old art student, to his room in a Manhattan residency hotel for coffee. At forty-seven, Roger’s learning curve—personal and sociological—is steep: leather bars, lesbians, psilocybin, the baths, Michael’s drag friends, PDAs, STDs, confessions to his daughter, mistress, business partner, and most wrenching of all, trust and commitment.

I read Coming Out three times that first week, hiding it in my bookshelf behind a row of Hardy Boy mysteries, an outgrown enthusiasm. Witty, fast-paced, and yes, highly informative, the novel suggested a template for what my life might one day become—passionate sex with kissing, a career in the arts, and a shared loft on West 15th Street. Michael and Roger’s happy ending was a rebuke to Anita Bryant’s concurrent Save Our Children dispatches from Dade County, Florida, in the same way that Dan Savage’s “It Gets Better” video project may be giving hope to isolated queer kids today.

I have reread Coming Out several more times in the intervening decades, not as literature, but as a touchstone. Although its pre-AIDS, pre-Marriage Equality Act setting is now as remote as the Gobi Desert, I find that I have somehow, as planned, managed to reap some of its narrative rewards. When I began to allow myself to write fiction in my forties, I discovered that my earliest stories all treated mistakes I’d made with older men when I was Michael’s age, a sort of “Why did I sleep with him?” mystery series. For her part, my sister fell hard for Heathcliff. Did those fevered first readings of Coming Out stoke a search for a Roger Thornton? Today, I am four years older than Roger and have discovered, after thirteen years with my own partner, who came out in his forties, with six children, that a mortgage is the bedrock of romantic commitment. I wish I could have met Wallace Hamilton, or that he had lived to write a sequel.

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James Magruder lives in Baltimore. His first novel, Sugarless, was a finalist for a Lambda Literary Award. His second, a novel-in-stories titled Let Me See It, is coming out in August 2012 from Magnus Books. He’d like the world to know that his story “Matthew Aiken’s Vie Bohème” was rejected by 67 print journals before New England Review (32.3) gave it a home. NER Digital is a project dedicated to original writing for the web.

A system of novelties

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Polaroid OneStep

At Smithsonian magazine, Owen Edwards remembers the Polaroid camera:

Sitting at lunch, [Richard] Avedon would snap a picture, and with a fun-house whir a blank square would emerge from the front of the camera and develop before our eyes. Had Prospero himself appeared wielding a magic wand, he couldn’t have caused more amazement. According to Sean Callahan, a founding editor of American Photographer magazine, the SX-70 constituted “the most sophisticated and innovative consumer product of its time.” The genesis of the little wonder machine, the story goes, was that Land’s young daughter asked why she couldn’t see the vacation photos her father was taking “right now.” Polaroid was already a successful optical company; in 1947 Land and his engineers began producing cameras using peel-and-develop film, first black-and-white, then color.

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Sixty and beyond

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From Megan Staffel’s short story “Tertium Quid,” in the current issue:

Meredith was a good person. She had been young once, but now she had entered the age of entropy, and the great media machine of American culture gunned past her, its probes searching out juveniles. Movies, music, TV shows, like bathing suits and bras, were not created for a person like her. Sixty and beyond, it was the age no one wanted to be reminded of, except of course the other women who had reached it also. They were an army that is no longer needed yet still wanders the countryside, doing all of the things they were taught to do despite the fact that no one was watching.

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